Wednesday, August 09, 2006

I Speak but Nobody Hears

...or at least you don't.


I don't know where to start. Even when I'm not saying it out loud, just thinking out my feelings is a stressful thing.


What I'm wondering is, is it better for the both of us if I just stay away completely? You don't really need me anyway. I doubt it would make a difference to you. Or that you'd even notice. Whether or not I'm here.


I'm being unfair of course. I know that too. It's just that this whole thing is making me stupid, and I've been desperately trying not to let the whole situation make me behave like a stupid, petty, unfair girl. I'm seeing signs of it already.


... I'll see you around.

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